I think I've started to get used to the idea of being romantically unattached for the rest of my life. For most people that would probably be a heart stopping realization. I don't know, I almost like it better. All previous romantic relationships have been utterly unfulfilling. It's still a rather bleak outlook however. I can't help it anymore. I don't want to be fucked up over some girl or guy, and have it not turn out just once like those happy couples you see. I don't even mean the ones who are constantly making out and act as if they'll never fight in their lives. I mean the ones that have accepted and love the imperfections in their relationship. That's kind of what my oneshot is about. I can't finish it though. I never finish them.
To whom it may concern . . .it all seems so futile