the reluctant lobotomist (fourfreedoms) wrote,
the reluctant lobotomist

And thus the dead carnival began and ended

[ mood | resilient ]
[ music | Breathe In-Frou Frou ]

It seems like only yesterday I stood and watched them go by, it seems like only yesterday I giggled over boys who would never be mine, it seems like only yesterday 8th grade slipped away.

Am I proud of who I have become on this day that is the end of the beginning? No, but sometimes I feel an innerspark of it welling up inside. School was okay today. They fucked up my schedule so i'm going to go do something about that tomorrow morning. And here I thought I could go through my high school career with my schedule just as it is.

It's amazing how isolated I suddenly feel. I just want everything to fall into place all by itself.

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